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I’m starting to wonder if you even care….

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I’m starting to wonder if you even care….

I can’t sleep, at all. I havent been able to for four days.I know i don’t always say the...

Wed, 01 May 2013 06:32:00 -0400

I can’t sleep, at all. I havent been able to for four days.I know i don’t always say the right thing, but I thank you because you make me realize that and help me to be the best person that I can be. What I said before, and trying to take you away from your friends even though you dedicate 80% of your time away from work to me was very inconsiderate. I have thought about it a lot, and I just miss you so much. I wish i were laying next to you right now, telling you how much I care, and that I’m sorry for taking you for granted. I am not that person and I especially don’t want to be because I love you, and that’s not how you treat the person you love.😔❤

i just wish it were possible to forget everything, learn from our mistakes, and hold each other until we fall asleep.

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 06:25:32 -0400

Can’t sleep, so I feel obligated to write. This is the one place where I know that no one who knows me will see this. And that makes me feel great. Writing helps me feel more content with hard situations. Even though I don’t do it often, I feel as though it is the best way for me to express exactly how I am feeling.

I am so lonely during the night without you by my side, and in the morning I lay awake in bed because I don’t have the energy to face the day knowing that your not with me to do it. Even one day not taking to you makes me think about us and myself more than i do in a week. it makes me realize how amazing of a man you are, and it makes me want to be a better person for you. Even though I don’t agree with everything that you say, or the way that you handle some disagreements, the time that you spend away from me makes me realize everything that I love about you because in that moment I am afraid I will loose it all. It makes me want to be the person that you can see yourself marrying and it makes me strive to be the person that I truly want to be. I am someone who learns from making mistakes, which inevitably results in me making less. I want to continue learning, and continue being a better person. I just love you so much, and I hope to be by each others side supporting one another 100% throughout our lives.

M.B