I’m starting to wonder if you even care….

I can’t sleep, at all. I havent been able to for four days.I know i don’t always say the right thing, but I thank you because you make me realize that and help me to be the best person that I can be. What I said before, and trying to take you away from your friends even though you dedicate 80% of your time away from work to me was very inconsiderate. I have thought about it a lot, and I just miss you so much. I wish i were laying next to you right now, telling you how much I care, and that I’m sorry for taking you for granted. I am not that person and I especially don’t want to be because I love you, and that’s not how you treat the person you love.😔❤

i just wish it were possible to forget everything, learn from our mistakes, and hold each other until we fall asleep.